I have a ex boyfriend named Sean he is so sweet and nice but here what I did I didn’t treat him right I mean it. He was everything I started to want in a guy and he was uber sweet. But he was a little bit controlling and I didn’t like that one bit yet I guess I did but one day I got a warning sign and I couldn’t ignore it. I wish I did because I really did love him and I still do I just wish I stop listening to all the negative that my friends said about him. I also wish I didn’t like playing mind games with guys I feel really bad and its like I give them all hope but they never get the chance I can also blame the books and movies I have watched in my past I am not a BIG FAN of who I became and I am trying to change that slowly and I have to learn that I have flaws and I need to also remind myself that I really did screw up with Sean but I can’t talk to him he would not talk to me and I understand that. But if you Sean Michael Archibeque are reading this I am sorry will you forgive me and just give a chance to be a friend I miss you.